{{ѕіЇєит ѕсяэαм}}

Outside you see me smiling

and floating throgh each day,

a little tired, a little thin,

but overall, okay,

but you dont hear my anguished thoughts

whixh surface everynight.

they plague me, haunt me, torment me,

til i'm too weak to fight.

and so next day, i come to school

with deeply shadowed eyes.

i smile, laugh and speak on cue,

living a pack of lies.

a silent scream echoes inside,

reaction to my lie

til with no warming, it erupts

and i crumble doen and cry.

come find me, help me, make it stop

no! keep out, go away!

for if you come, ive no control

over the words i say

cant u hear my silent scream,

decipher what i hide?

so come and ask me what is wrong,

come sit down by my side.

if nothing else, then please read through

this tangled web i weave.

for u are really not the one

im trying to deceive

help me.. i dont know wat i want

ive lost my guiding light.

please hold me, let me cry and say

somehow, youll make it right.

this is a poem i saw on chicken soup ge fotheh ga... thought of sharing....

ny ways by for now..

cya tc

~~hugxx and kisses~~