2009 tag!!

so so soooo...
i have been tagged..
by xefrox...
soo here it is...

1. Special about 2009? 2009 was a very very special year.. soooo... enme special kanthah baavvaafa sumthing tht cums to mind is i finished secondary scul.. =] =] tadaa...

2. Special New comer to your life? urrmmm.. new comers ves ebaulhey more thn one... like sumone whu is the most special of them all.. annnnddd the new baby to our house.. nummi..

3. Unforgettable moment of the year? many many... i tried and i came thru a lot of new things so each one of them is unforgettable.. and of cox.. the graduation nite...

4. Happiest moment of 2009? 16th september 2009 nite... (1.30 am)

5. Saddest moment of 2009? migadee handhaanakah naadhey vaki moment eh.. ekamu dhen sad moments ves ai...

6. The biggest change happen to you during 2009? chnge dho.... i have started to think abt my career more thn i have ever done before...

7. Fav month during 2009? September

8. New thing you did in 2009? many!

9.How was the year 2009? it was great.. loads of new things happened.. it was interesting, fun, memorable and blah blah..

10. Funniest moment? oh.. this has always been a very hard question for me.. there are a lot of funny stuph tht happened in class...

11. Who did you call the most in 2009? as xef sed.. sumone whus num tht ends with "3383"

12. 3 Resolutions for 2010? be more responsible...

13. TAGG 3: i taggg muuthish, diarygirl annnddd mini...

sooo... thts alll for the tagg..
now hav to go get ready to go to male'
soo buh bye for now..
kutxx...
~~hugxx and kisses~~

its all about my love for u...

i dont knoa wen and how i fell in love with u..
All i felt was my endless and growing love which i had for u...
as soon as i fell in love with you, u took over my life and brought happiness with bright colours, just the way i like it..
as days pass by, i keep falling deeper and deeper into your love.
whenever i see u, my heart starts beating faster and faster in an extraordinary manner..
your voice makes me smile,
your stare makes me fall into your eyes, never wanting to take my eyes off yours,
u take control over me...
the way u lift me up in the air makes me feel like i want to fly with you...
the way u put ur arms around me, makes me feel like ur all i need in life...
i feel so safe and all i need is more comfort...
my hands get cold when u smile at me.
your love has got me crazy.
when ur in front me, ur all i can see and the rest of the things seems to be disappeared or forgotten..
your love is so deep and wonderful that i cud get lost in it...
you make me feel incredibly lucky..
the way you care and share has made me hold onto you and never let go..
now i cud trust you so much that i would believe everything you do and say.
you may have become one of the most important people in my life.
i dream about you all the time..
i spend my day and night deeply in ur thoughts and dreams..
i love you so much that i want to spend my whole life with you...
you are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me... (and i mean it)
be mine forever and ever...
your my life..
your my hero..
i LOVE u... <3

...

hei hei!!

i have been so so sooo bored tuday..
this whole day...
it has been all so lonely.. boring and i dunno watt...
there is nothin i feel tht i cud occupy myself with...
which is the worst part of tudays boredom...

look at me now..
im in male' with family for vacation...
mom went out...
dad is in hulhumale'
both the lil boys asleep..
sis and bro in the room..
now im ALL alone in this reaaaliii reaaaalii huge sitting room...
which is extremely cold..

sitting here has made me think of sum stuph
likee....
no matter how much fun yesterday was....
there is nothing like tht tuday..
and tomorrow will again be a whole new day..
u cannot imagine what kind of situations u will have to face wen u open ur eyes the next day..
this is how life is...
no matter how much you plan..
that happens is what has been written in fate a long way back..

[pic from sumwhere out of my tumblr...]
ei ei ei! mom is bck..
now i gtg..
cya all ltr..
tc.. kutx
~~hugxx and kisses~~

crushed!!

past crush cum into ur way in love life??

wel hmm hmm...
quiet frustrating..
buttt... happens.
onli if u have feelings towards the crush..
or maybe becox.
he/she was once a crush..
or maybe i dunno...

of cox this situation is a very annoying one.
confusing..
irritating..
annnddd..
i no no like to talk abt it anymore...
soo kutxx
and gudluck to the pl whu havnt figured out anything..

buhbye
cya tc.. kutx
~~hugxx and kisses~~

lately...

HOLIDAYS!!!
the first weeek was of cox AWESOME!!
but now as days are goin by...
its gettin pretty much boring...
my desires are uncountable...
the things i got to think about are so much...
tht it is turning my brain into a kaleidoscope..

keeping all my thoughts aside...
this sudden urge to eat lasagna is killin me...
craziness much eh??
well watever it is....
im craving for all sorts of food these days..
top of the list with Lasagna of cox...
and then Coke.. cotton candyyy.. *kulhu dhiyaa vejje*
and after i saw this pic... i want lollipop tooo....
tht remminds me...
i had this green kulaige lollipop latelyy annnndddd it was super duper yummy..
ohhh i want it i want it..
well mommy says too much of holidays is gonna make me fat..
but how???
i only crave for food.. its not tht i get em... or eat em...
i just crave.... thts all..

annnnddd now... i cannot wait to watch twilight saga: the new moon...
annndd annnnddd..
im waiting for the next episode of gossip girl....
annnnddd...
i luv the fat kid in the animated cartoon 'UP'
hes become my latest huge crush...
yess u shud watch it... its FUN..
and i have fallen in luv with tht picture...

annnddd finally... time to say buh byee...
but before tht..
beware of swine flu..
[pic by: AnaKkid, deviantart]
mwah mwah
~~hugxx and kisses~~

graduated

soooo....
here i am ppl....
after the examzz...
wid no more exam fears in ghaazee... muwahahahaha
welll... tunight was the graduation nite...
it was fun.. wid many happy moments...
ekamu it was touchin and dheraves vi...
of cox leaving school after five years wud surely be emotional...

never know wen im gonna meet the ppl again...
specially cox im gonna shift to male' insha allah this december..
which wud be another huge step to be taken in life.
well anyways.. in the above pic is my certificate... which i got tunight.
and the sash thingyy...
i was unable to get better and more pics cox i didnt have the camera tunite...

well nywayss...
got many wishes from different ppl..
i hope for the besttt abt the examss...

nyways.. its late now.
sooo m offf...
gn..
cya tc buh bye
~~hugxx and kisses~~

mistakes

sumtimes...
life becomes better and happiness growss..
when u share ur feelings and have nothing locked inside..
it becomes easier to make relationships fun, lively and happy if u have no secret about the other person.
share ur feelings..
tellin each other the mistakes u make cud help u make the friendship stronger..
it helps you to be aware not to make the mistake again...
and also the mistakes from the other person would become less,
cox he or she wud surely try not make a mistake.
and of cox holding on to the past may be a reason for a relation to be ruined.
friendship is fragile.
it shud be taken care of..
any mistake can break more thn one heart.
so.. just learn a lesson from the mistakes u made in the past....
think of it as an experience... after all..
experience is the path to success..

[pic by larafairie/deviantart]
nywayss..
m off now.
cya tc
~~hugxx and kisses~~

narutO and Foolhudhigu Handi.. O_o

well here is a story my 8 year old brother wrote for his english lesson... hehe
soo juss thot of sharing it wid u...
well after i read this.. i finally realised how obsessed some kids can even be of naruto...!! realli.. hehe
soooo... here goes..

One day, in the hidden leaf village, naruto went down to the village to buy some ninja tools..
Suddenly he saw a market selling ninja tools. He asked the shopkeeper for some tools.
Then the shopkeeper said "there will be a very powerful ninja tool in the woods. if u want it you have to defeat the monsterous foolhudhigu handi!!"
Then naruto replied "foolhu dhigu handi???"
the shopkeeper also gave him the map to the ninja tool.

So naruto went to the woods and followed the map that the shopkeeper gave him.
he went and went and went.. (i lol-ed at this)
Finally he saw the ninja tool. suddenly the monsterous foolhudhigu handi jumped on Naruto, but naruto escaped from the attack.
Then, naruto shouted "you wanna piece of me??? Thennn bring it on..!!" (yah.. hes a total naruto fan..!!)
Finally the war begins. foolhudhigu handi used his super attack known as foolhudhigu spin.. but naruto escaped from tht attack too. naruto used his super duper attack, known as the rasangan. this time the foolhudhigu handi was defeated. Naruto took the ninja tool and he was known as the hero.
THE END..

story written by nawwi... =] =]

now m offf...
cya all later..
kutx
~~hugxx and kisses~~

life update

another life update..
life has changed...
A lott...
never even thought it might change this much..

sumthings changed in a gud way..
and sum changed in a bad way..

as for one thing....
i am living the happiest moments of my life with my family...
both my mom and dad loves me a lott..
yah they always did.. but the feeling is quiet different now...

shifting to male' is wat ive always been waiting for...
and now as soon as i finish GCE we are gonna shift to male insha allah..
tht be a very happy moment of my life..
though there would be lot of memories and ppl who i have to leave behind..


anyways....
this changed life has brought a lot of happiness in my life...
i treasure each moment of the happiness..
and i hope each moment of the sadness would be easy for me to overcome...

aannnddd...
exams ah 7 days.. soo ppl wish me luckk...
this is gonna be abt my future...
anndd.. i wish i do great..
cya all later...
mwahxx..
~~hugxx and kisses~~

hi..!! bye..

well hei hei..!!!
looong tym again eh?
hhehe..
well end of examsss...
they went ok... not very gud and not very bad either...
well.. havent got the results yett...
anddd.. i wont be able to go to scul for the paper showing..

yap.. am goin out of islandd...!!
infact im goin to my island which i dont adore at alll... after a looong timee..
even though its for a few days... i juss dnt feel like goin there...
ekamu i do wanna go meet everyone there.
the real purpose is my aunt ge wedding...
soo i ofcourse wanna be there wid everyone...
sooo i hope i have a gud tym ..

anywayssss...
wish nathu a very happi birthday...
which is very late noww..
though i have already wished her in real.. hehe
[21.09.2009)
sooo hope she enjoyed the day...
hope she liked the surpriseS..
and yah i had an awesome time..
and ur b day turned out to be a very special day for me...
unforgettable, memorable, and loving...
though iwish it rained on the way home...
welll hope the same goes for u..
and sorry for the last minute burst of water and flour... =p =p
but it was ur b day and ur sweet sixteen..
sooo we had to make it unforgettable..
haha...!!
well then... be gud gurll.. x] x]

annndddd nooowww...
m offf...
have to get ready cox ill be leaving tommorow..
ill miss everyone.. and ive already started to miss people..
got to pack up... and got to get sum gud slyp...
also got to get sumthing in my tummy...
YESS im starving.. even after all those pizzaa..
soooo...!!!
buh bye ppl...
cya tc..
gnite...
will be back with an update after my trip to kulhudhuffushi...
~~hugxx kisses~~

exam again!!

exam time again!!
and im out of sleepiness!!
becoX
maadhan othy ISLAM!!
studied alot as usual..
ekamu dunt wanna say anything abt it..
cox i have no idea abt islam anymore.. seriously!!
i dunno wats wrong with me wen it cumx to islam...
damn damn damn...

oh well yeah!!
unlike other times this time i dont feel like im duing sumthing important,,
ekamu as it is islam i have sum itsy bitsy butterflies..!!
hehe.. well ekamu anywayss..
as long as i have ppl beside me.. (in the exam hall)
i have no worries cox ill smile each time i think of it.. *wink*

dhen nyways.. now very very late..
i go go off.. away from compp..!!
soo nitezz..
kutzz
~~hugxx and kisses~~

a post

haaaaaaaaaaiiii!!!
i knoa tht it has been a long tym..!!!
yah its the exams and roadha and everything which is keepin me very busyy..
oh and yah.. ramazan mubarik peepzz!!
my mock is starting on sunday...!!!
i hope everything goes well this tym.. cox last term i had a total brain corrupt...

well nywaysss....
havent been into blogs or my own blog either...
roadha mas feshunu fahun adhi amdhun cannot sit near the comp a lott..
dhen noww.. im awake till haaru kaa gadi...

another thingg abt life..
the little baby migeyga onna is growing..
hes 4 months now..
anddd smiles a lottt...
hes chubby and cute and my hunny bunny..!!!

oh.. annnddd...
im missing muuthi more and more..
and kurin dhuvahu i was bored at home and accidentally asked mom annaanamey muuthi men geah goslaafa.. -_-
realli miss u peepleezzz...
ALOTT!!!

dhennn..!!!
tudayyy.. i made dessert for roadha veellaa gadi..
i made chocolate pistachio fudge..
which turned out to be tastyyy..
and everyone liked it naseebakun..

dhennn.. tomm have to go to scul again...
to sum sorta 3 hr extra class from economics.. *yawnnn*
scul bandhuveema ves scul ah dhaan jeheythee its boring kinda..
cox i dunt like my class anymore..
i do like max class though... cox it has new class mates..

dhenn mihaa hisaabun mi post kurukohlaanan..
PS. i knoa there is no gulhun abt the post and this pic.. just used sum random thing cox i didnt knoa wat to use..
[pic by me..]
oki kutx
cya tc..
~~hugxx and kisses~~

miss u

so..
heres another post..

muuthi has shifted to male'...
seriously..
ekkoh...
i realised how much i miss her wen i see ppl shifting to her place..
damn...
muuthiii.. i miss u more wen i see them in the balcony..
u have been the bestest frnd evaaaa....
i am glad to have one lie u..
and thnx for being there wid me in everything..
will visit u soon.

nywayss.. its realli late...
soo m off now....
was bored all day.. woke up very late..
but nite was greattt...
hehe nywaysss
now m off..
gud nite.. cya tc..

happi b day XEF!

juss wanted to wish xef a very happi b day!!
happi b day to u...
wish u a very happi and fun day.. =p =p
u bz person.. *hmph* (ehen buni echeh noon ingey)
dhen... konme akas v ufaaveri dhuvahakah edhen..
thnk u very much for being a great person, for being a listener and a very caring person...
*cheers* wish u a happi b day again.. =] =]

ok.. sooo tht was a post after a long tyme.
yahhh.. m very very very bz.
scul scul scul and always scul.
examss foobuduga roavefa..
ehenve..

juss dnt mind much..
cox im not gone forever..
will b backk..
c you ppl later..
mwahx cya tc
~~hugxx and kisses~~

tagged

sooo.. im taggeeddd.. hehe..
muuthi tagged me.. yah i knoa its been sumtime since she has tagged me..
but still..
wen im here.. ill juss update..

sooo...
here goes..

1. i love COKE..

2. i love marshmallows

3. i love colours

4. i love my friends... (muuthi n nathu specially)

5. i love the special star..

6. sumtimes i hate being alone.. and sumtimes all i want to be is alone..

7. luv shopping.. and luv eating from different places..

8. i can get obsessed with songs that i have once listend.. and hear after a long time..

9.i love my blog

10. right now.... wat im realli sad abt is tht my phne is broken..

11. sumthing im realli happi abt right now is tht dhonbe gave me a camera.. yesss!! he loves me tht muchh.. x] x]

12. i am a dreamer..

13. i get stressed easily.. specially these days..

14. this year has been one year full of illness..

15. i m NOT scared of needles...

16. i hate yh i mean it i HATE lizardss...

17. i hate it wen people argue too much in my presence...

18. sometimes i love to laugh so much tht my tummy hurtss..

19. wen i return from scul.... i have this kinda high temper... cox of which i get mad at ppl easily..

20.. well.. im not much of a person with anger at all times.... i love being with frnds.. and luv to smile and make others smile...

i tag cikaa, xeekko, silent smurfs and aphur..

soo tht was 20 facts about me..
enuff for tunight..
soo m off..
g nite..
~~hugxx and kisses~~

special??

sooo.. its past midnightt..
juss a perfect moment...
and this moment becomes more perfect because its raining here...
wow wow wow.... it luks beautiful outside.
but v fini..
and i do miss sumone very special.... (miss u because of tunight and the rain).

the beginning of today was in scul.. returned bck before the end of the session.
came bck home had breakfast and tried to review the lessons but nothing went in my mind...
afternoon nathu came home and we tried to do the project but juss cudnt get any progress in it cox i was just too stressed that i felt tht i was.... and it was unbeatable. (never felt that way before)
dhen haveeru started doing the project accompanied by xef...
*thnx a lot to do u dearr..*
mwahx

so right now...
i am sitting in front of the computer and trying to think of a way to escape from all the stress i had these days.
well yeah.. finally the project is over. sooo v body bura eh filain e dhiyaee..
now i could concentrate more on studies now.

annndd.. i do feel very slypy and tired to..
and im not feelin well either.
and this day has sumhow become and inforgettable of life..
cox it was a short period of time... but so many things did happen from the beginning of the day..
for an example...
scul ga indhefa gadi nujehenees balivegen geah aun...
and more thingss... x] x]
sooo i think this is one day which i would never forget.

dhen anyways.. as i told you before...
i am feelin very slypy..
so m off now...
miss u...
luv the rain...
and the artificial planet on top of my balcony is fun.. =p =p (haha)
ciao.. kutx

stop bck biting

time for an update again..
yess..!! i tried to update..
but cudnt..
no specific reason.
well.. i wish if things were better.
better like.. if sumthings were back to normalll..
yesss!! i want ppl to stop backbiting..
atleast juss stay away from other people's business..
juss go talk abt ur own lives...
not personal stuph of otherzzz..
things are chnged..
things are differentt..
from the beginning of this termm..
people has chnged..
yah gud things did cum too..
i am together with some of my bestest pals again...
but i realli dunt mean to lose other frnds..
but plss ppl... juss stop backbiting..
thts all i want u to do..

ok so enuff for tht..
noww.... yah im sorry for no updates..
ekamu i waz busyy.. reallii bz.
wid scul and tryina figure out my own life..
well... for now... i think ill leave.
cox its gettin late on a scul day..
sooo.. me off to bedd... cya tc kutxx..

bck bck and bck

ok sooo.. here is an updateeee.. TANTADAA..
guys i amm backkk..
ok soo the reason y ive been away from blogging is..
i was suffering from CHICKEN POX....
didnt go to scul the first two weeks of second term..
was stuck at home.. and worsee..
was stuck in my room..
cudnt get out.. no comp in de room...
boring boring boring..

nw tht im bckkk...
and im all better...
i still dunt feel gud...
i feel all different..
sumtimess its not tht baddd...
but sumtimes i feel like its a whole new me...
maybe it juss happens cox ive been alone in the room for so long...
or maybe cox of the upcoming exams for which i ve got to work my ass off..

well yah..
the pre-mock thingy strats next week wednesday..
mock on august feshey kolhu..
and the final exam october ga...
andddd i wuuuddd bee finally free for sumtime most prolly on novemeber.. *phew*
well... dhen will think abt the future later.. got to think abt these examss more these dayss..
annnddd im quiet bz latelyyyy cox of the scul eventss...
*stupid scul ppl just had no activities first term and does everything this termm... foookolhuga roaveema hurihaa kameh kuraanee* juss hate it....

and yesss.. as muuthi has chnged sculs. i miss her a lottt.. yap we rarely meet.. *darn it*... its sady sad.. and cnt visit tht often cox of my busy-ness with scul stuph...
dhen nywass will ge more involved with other things wen i get the study stress outta me.. hehe

soo will try to update u more often...
nd for now..
m offf..
kutx ciao
~~hugxx and kisses~~

juss outta nowhere...

yes.. just outta nowhere.. while i was tumbling i tumbled into this note..
konme gotheh viyas i liked this very much.. hehe
dhen mirey post kuran hithah araafa..
didnt knoa wat to post..
and suddenly remembered abt this..
tantadaa..
read and enjoy..

It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay.
I deserve more, and I know that now.
And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet.
So you set me free.
We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you. But you never gave it a chance.
So now you’ll never know what could’ve been.
Maybe someday you’ll regret it,
maybe someday you’ll think it was the best decision you ever made,
but maybe someday you’ll see me walking,
smiling and happy,
alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy because he has my heart.
Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing,
because someday,
someone is going to thank you for letting me go…

nw m off... cya tc
gud nite
~~hugxx and kisses~~

here i am... =]

okkkk..
long tym eh??
hehe
yah..
the previous post was by muuthi..
haha..
it happens wen frnds are just too close..
hehe..
ok nowww...
well results.. dunt ask me...
they were badddd...
very baddd...
soo lets not just talk abt it... i have talked abt it enuff alreadi..
and im trying to make it better nowww..

annnddd..
abt the pic..
yess... thts a cake...
there is this cake day which is gonna be held in hulhumale'
and tht cake is gonna be displayed in tht watever place..
mom made the cake..
yahhhh!! i luuurrvvveee ballooonnnsss..
sooo much..
and tht cake is soo adorable..
hehe..
gud work mummyy.. ^.^

nooowww.. ok enuff of a post for now cox its gettin late..
and i better get goin to bed...
just becox im sleepy...
sooo im off..
u guys have a nice time..

[ps. the pic was taken by me. i knoa its not tht gud..]

soo kutx..
cya taataaa
ciao
~~hugxx and kisses~~