{{Happy nEw yEaR}}

at last atlast atlast!!

the booring old 2007 is overrr!!!

and here comes the new 2008...

i wish this year is gonna be fun and great and successfull..

i wish i wish i wish..

hmmm!! mi new year ah i have a lot of wishes and hopes

packed up and ready to be blasted offf..

and i wish all my hopes will be fullfilled.

ill try my best to fullfill them.

and btw most of my wishes for the new year is kiyevun kiyevun kiyevun and kiyevun.
its becox thts the only wish of my mom and dad.

*duhhhhhhh*

dhen othy my next dream..

its abt my frnds.

i wanna have my friends forever and ever.

this was always my wish

*eyeroll*

dhen like these i have a lot and lot and lot of dreams.

hehe...

dhen e hurihaa vaahaka eh migadeega eh nudhekkeyne dho??

i have already told most of them ennu dho??

so itll be ok i guess..

dhen watever.

lets start the count down for 2008

3......2.......1.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR

mwaaaaaaaah guys

meet u guys again later in 2008!!

buh bye

~~hugxx and kisses~~

{{му вєѕтэѕт взѕтіе}}

my bestest bestie nathu and me ah abadhu mikahala evvatharuge goiy goiy dho mivanee??

aali beynun aali ah dhimaa vaa all the happiness nathu ah ves dheyn.

but dont want the sadness to b wod her.

kithamme beynun nuviyas kanthah mivanee ahma evvarakah.

nathu ah vaagoiy aali ah vey.

aali ah vaa goiy nathu ah vey.

umm all the frnds ge situation family ge situation and even ehen meehunge situations.

duuuhhh...

*eyeroll*

dhen konme gotheh viyas. kithammeh varakh twists and turns ayas i wish if any

misunderstanding and any buraeh our frnd ship ah naaraane kamah..

and nathu darling!! always remember tht ill be there for u through all the

tears and all the pain..

ill be there to giv out a helping hand whenever u need it.

and btw i miss u like hell these days.

hope to c ya soon..

buh bye everyone..

cya tc mwaaaaaaah!!

~~hugxx and kisses~~

{{му ŵιѕнєѕ я кзрт лѕ шіѕнэѕ}}

i wish!! i jst wish!!

i jst wish if i cud get a really caring and loving person

who i cud make the partner of my life.

but wishes cud jst remain as wishes.

all wishes dont come true.

i knoa i knoa...

but magumathinnaaa frnds aa enmen ge ehaa loabin ulhey

kudhin fenuneema vaa dhahsehge vaahaka nudhakkaa.

mihaaraku beynumeh noon.

ekamu the day ill search for one. i want someone like tht.

sharing and caring and loving..

WOOWW!!!

this was a dream.

a wish

but dreams and wishes doesnt always become true.

btw guyss!!

m bck after a long time dho?

i am in male' ey for the hols..

even now!! ehenve thankolheh las lahun update kurevenee. sorry for tht...

but still ill b chking on u guys ge bloggies..

dont worry be happy.

ny ways byr for now.

buh bye cya tc mwaaaaaah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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hey hey hey ppl!!

its beena longyyy timyyy since i havent updated dho???

hehhe

i knoa i knoa.

but the reason is these days ive been tooo laxy for tht.(not like me huh?)

*eye roll*

and btw i am posting this to wish all of u EID MUBARIK.

and yah not to forget enjoy ur holidays...

and guess wat guys.. thexe holidays ive been so bored.

but not anymore.

cox maadhan noon aneh dhuvas im gonna go to male'.

lucky me.

atleast i sont have to b stuck in this place.

and also enmen is deciding to go to some island next weekend.

thtll b totally Oh yeah!!

and btw i think now ill have to go!!

hehe..

bye for now.

have fun guys..

ill still try to update some more.

buh bye

~~hugxx and kisses~~

{{иєш мэмьєя їп оця номє}}

anehkaa anehkanthah!!

mihaaru geah faadehge excercise kuraa echeh genes gen.

the same kinda thing shown in the pic.

ekamu blck colour.

eythi gandu genai fahun migey meehun e noon kameh nukurey.

geyga ulhey enme kuda kuda hiki meehaa ves eygain nufaibaa.

enme kudakoh hunnameehaa viyya eii.

hehe

dhen mikahala goiy goiy vanyaa kihiney mi geah ekahla echehi vadhanee.

naseebakun i dont use to go in tht.

cox im nto tht fala to b working in tht.

actually im not even fala

*buma hiyylaalaafa*

dhen konme dhuvahaku miah araigen ves migey meehun hikijjeyaa rangalhu.

hehe....

my mom eba hikey. i have seen signs if this.

and bro no wonder he diets soo much.

hehe...

dhen this thing really is helping sum ppl in ma place.

and also muni foohi filuvaning for ma younger bro..

hehe

dhen any ways

migadeega kutx

bye cya tc

~~hugxx and kisses~~

{{ćπт ſлкэ л ѕміΪє лиумояє}}

y me? y me?

dhen miee ves kihaa varugadha kameh??

i don wanna pretend to b happy all the time.

y do i have to fake a smile for all the other ppl's happiness.

y does i have to do it.

my happiness is sometimes a happiness of many ppl like my mom.

miey massala akee.

dheravias eba jehey hevilaafa hunnan.

its hard.

and painful.

y do i hav to suffer all this pain.

its not only mom.

but a lot of other frnds.

they dont let a drop of tear to cum out of my eyes.

dhera viyas ruaka nudheyne.

ekamu sumtimes its hard to hold up the tears in urself.

and most of the ppl doesnt understand this.

y shud they understand dho??

most ppl doesnt hav to suffer these kinda pain.

dhen konme gotheh viyas.

i wish the major reason for all these pain in my life will end as soon as possible.

i nyd a new life.

i wanna start from a new beginning.

i hope god will help me in this.

bye bye guys

tc cya mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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studies??? hmm thts okay

but in the holidays???

tht sucks biggg time..

ummm baeh faharu dhen kiyavaalun ves okay.

ekamu abadhu abadhu foiy hifaigen inun is gonna be sooooo boooringg...

holidays is kameh vegn dho.

its for us to enjoy.

and again those days for studies. wat a bore.

ekamu dhen rangalhu kameh dhi eii ves.

thnk godd my mom doesnt insist to sit with book all time.

bunaane foiy kiyaashey.

dhen naseebeh not all the time.

jst abt 2 hrs or 1 hr a day

thts much too big enough for the holidays dho??

dhen ekamu ves kiyavanings well and

try to ge a good result next time.

hmm text year v hav two semster dho?

hmm thts gonna b lot to learn for each semester.

this is gonna b quite interesting

*i guess*

>.<

dhen ny ways. bye for now

gud luck guys.

and tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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heyy!!

this week end is obinovey! its sooo majaa.

dhen mihen ulhemuge threyga konmes varakah fani ves vey.

ekamu still its alll majaaaaaaaa.

enmen moodhah dhiyaee ennu miadhu.

majaa hadhaigen.

obinovey! it was so much of fun...

dhen keekey bunaanee ves.

gey enmen gos moodhuga.

hehe...

geah aissa ves it was reallly fun.

btw i may not b able to post tomorrow. but ill try my best..

hehhe...

dhen ny ways enjoy guys.

mirey ves hama liyaane echeh neyy. ekamuves hama post kohlaa hithun kohlee..

hehehhe.

so bye for now..

cya tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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this is a post i am publishing on a request of someone!! u knoa who!

dhen i am gonna make this post shorter thn the others...

hehe!!

and yah this post dedicate kohdhin Xlycanx mi post kiyaane kamah heekuran..

u knw wat guyss???

its time for fuuunnnn!! and enjoy ur selves.

these hols were boooring

BUT

these two or three days our house ekey zoolekey vanee hama evvareh..

hehe

all ppl.

our house is furigen uthurenee.

hmm but its totally awesome and sooo much fun.

hope u guys enjoy ur hols..

okies... buh bye!!

cya tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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now i knoa tht love hurts in many ways....

miee vaa kameh.

miadhu dhe loabi verinnai eyge therein ekakuge parent ge dhytherey hingaa dhiya kanthah gandu.

brief koh ...

v gothakee O

there was this gal and this boy...

dhemeehun, ekaku anekaku dheke inthi haa ah loabi veyO

hendhunu ge gadieh ga ithuru dhe kuhjakaa ekkoh hingaalan nikumegen ulhenikoh fenunee O

OMg whos this???

gal ge DAD!!

oh damn crap. e laigathy kanthakaa.

gal with her kokko avaha fily.

ekamu bad luck gals.

BUSTEDDDD..

dhen two gals bas ahaigen dhiyaee geah.

dhen haskaa othy..

boysss!! its ur turn..

boys went to kulhen basket court ah.

ekamu unluckily here arrives ekkala gal ge bappa..

the crowd goes

OH Man!!

kairyge huri frnd eh warning dhineema both the boys filan nattaalee.

athuv not the gal ge boyfriend but the other guy..

hmm hmm!

scary part was his dad came with a 'dhandiburi'

hmm dhne konme gotheh viyas mi athuvi kuhjaa O

eyna aa dhimaalah aiy fai bindhan ves govi.

ekamu luckily he was saved.

and the hero of this story.

i mean the bf got saved but soo sad.

eyna angaa gothuga aneh frnd kairyga ney nama he cud have been in the aasaharaa.

hmm tnk god tht didnt happen.

>.<

gal ge haaleh neynge.

no damn idea.

hadhaane goiy ves hus v.

haalu balaane gotheh ves neyngunu.

only thing was, gettin worried.

worry! worry! worry!

at last her frnd came to the rescue.

*thts me*

eynage habareh libijje atlast.

she was safe. insha allah evves gellumeh fenna fenumakah neyy.

>.<

ekamu i think she had to hear a lottt.

from her parents.

specially from her dad.

one more thing,

wat will happen in the end??

wat will happen to the happy life of both of them?

wat will happen to their lovely relation ship???

:(

dhekudhinnah aali ge faraathun baajjaveri hayaathakah edhen.

guys dont lose hope,

everything happens for gud.

keep faith in god.

(this story was based on a true haadhisaa which was miadhu hendhunuge vaguthehgai hingaa dhiya)

ny ways bye for now.
hope u enjoy this story.

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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hey ppl!!

u need a special frnd?

a friend of urs and only urs?

i knw a frnd wholl never let u down and will neva make u sad.

someone who will understand all ur feelings and will listen to all wat u say without saying anything bck.

thts ma bst frnd for me!!

i enjoy it. thts the only person i cud trust.

u knw who im talkin abt?

"ur own soul."

have frndship with ur true soul.

thts the best way.

for sure it will be better thn getting hurt by somethin another frnd say at u.

ur soul is trustworthy
only person who cud giv u company wenever u want.
each and every moment ur soul will b with u. she'll never leave u alone.
and neva make u sad.

soo guys! trust ur soul. make her ur frnd!

and i dont think ull eva have to be sad b cox of a frnd.

aali ge soul aali ge bst frnd eh ge gothuga huri haa hindhaku

i dont mind id i dont have any other frnd...

ekamu i want my two other frnds ingey mihen bunyas.

hehe

muuthi and nathu!! i will neva wanna miss u guys. hehe!!

dhen ny ways me gone for now.

nighty night

buh bye

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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mieeves mihaaru bodu vejje kameh dho?

i wish if everyone gets parents who love each other and love the child.

hmm...

ekamu mizamaanuga this is sooo rare.

get married loabinnO.. ekamu get divorced nuvaane 2 aharuves.

kihaa varugadha kameh dho?

ulhen neygenyaa mikahala kanthah nukuryma v enuu.

most of the time meege sababun enme bodah asaru kuranee child ah.

dhe parents ge dheythere ah dharifulhu vahdhan viyyaa koba salaamatheh.

i have seen this in many ppl ge life.

baeh kudhin fenifa dhera ves vey.

ekamu ves keeh kuraanee.

if only the parents understand their feelings.

gina kudhinnah parents aa share kurumah vure frnds aa share kurevey bai bodu kanneynge.

migothah frnds ge faraathun vaahaka adu ahaa ahaa

i have heard different stories.

and i really get sad abt these stuff.

i wish if i cud take all the pain and throw them away.

i cud see a lot of ppl suffer.

dhen child edhey gothah kanthah kohdhey nama ves kihaa rangalhu.

mm dhen kon me gotheh viyas.

i also wish if i cud get the best parents in the whole world.

*fell in the dream land*

thisnis everyone ge dream

not only me i guess.

dhen konme gotheh viyas parents ge thereyga jehey prob ah aharun visnaa visnaa

boa halaaku vey dho?

hehe.

eii ves varugadha kameh viyya.

uhum uhum

now me gtg!

bye mwa tc luv ya guys lotxxx.

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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hey frnds!

do u all knoa wat frndship is?

baeh meehun maa close frnds ah vegen ulhunas sometimes they donno wat frndship is.

they dont understand y frnds are for..

aslu frnds are to help ur frnds.

ekamu baeh meehunge gotheh dho eii rangalhu kameh kohfa kala govun?(kohdhey kanthakuge credit hoadhan amihla ah ulhun)

this is something i really hate.

and meehun bune ulhey, migothah kanthah kuranyaa kohdhey heyo kanthakuge faidhaa eh

nukuraane ey ves.

i wonder if its true.

dhen neynge.

ekamu faidhaa kuriyas nukuriyas mee dhen kihaa hadi ulhumeh.

dhen konme gotheh viyas.

frndship akee kobaa kan understand vegen nooniyya how do v be frnds.

i am telling all these with a lot of experience.

enme kudairuh sure ves i have met a lot of ppl who treat me like they donno frndship,

but they still say tht they are frnds.

ekamu now thexe days

i have got reallly great frnds.

stilll. idont trust anyone.

not even my closest frnds.

kudakoh trust kurevunas not fully.

and i will neva.

eii gina fahru enme kairyga ulhey kudhin enme ginain dhera dheynee ves.

i dont want this to happen AGAIN in my life.

so i think its better to trust urself thn trusting others.

"amihla nafsah ithubaaru kohgen nooniyyya evves kamhe nuvaane"

(a very very close frnd of mine said this to me)

i believe tht its true.

hehe! hey frndyy thnx for the advice!

and u ppl1 think abt this well.

and tryto be a gud frnd.

frndship is reallly very important in u life.

its hard to catch.

but if u are not careful it may leave u.

soo b careful.

heheeeeh!!!

btwbye guys!!

cya tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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hey there guys!

LOVE dho?

i dont think i need it anymore.

jst waste of time nothing else! thts in MY life ingey!

and also in this situation im talking abt 'Ishqy loabi'
i really dont need this for the time being.

i knoa ill need it some day.

ekamuves dho??

hehe

thexe days are still really demand bodu.

but still i don wanna get into trouble.

love means trouble for me at the moment.

loabi vegen maa gina dhuvaheh vandhen meehunna ulhevey thaneh i havnt seen.

and i dont wanna rattehi vaan and break up jst after some time.

kihaa huthuru ulhumeh dho?

*duhhhh*

and its better if v dont get into love b cox its total torture for me.

*eye roll*

soo... i think in my lyf it shud b eliminated for the time being.

i hope this wish of mine remains.

and i jst hope tht a devilish thought will not invade into my mind.

cox love has taken over a lot of ppl ge mind.

*booooooring*

dhen konme gotheh viyas.

i donnno abt the other ppl.

b cox for them it might not be bad for them.

its not bad.

but im SICK of it.

I dont wanna fall into love ge trap gandu right now.

ehnemeehun ge gotheh i dunno.

thts upto them dho?

and if its not a prob for them, then i dont mind either.

hehe

hey love gandaa. plxplxplx

dont try to take over my mind.
heheeeeeeeh ;-)

ok bye for now.

cya tc mwah luv ya all alottxxx.

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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holidays are meant for FUN right? mostly yah.

dhen miee vaa majaa kameh. most of the ppl go to islands and places.

but we i mean our family has not yet decided to to go anywhere in the holidays.

dhne visnaala all the friends at different places and we stuck at home.

*grrrrrrrrrrrr*

mihaaru geyga kokks ves ulhenee abadhu vai vegen.

mikamuge sababun mihaaru geyga hurumuge badhaluga konme dhuvahaku kulhen.

*chsssssssssshhhhh* (flight natttaalaa raaguga)

dhanee ves basket ball kulhen.

WOW!! thts jst obinovey.

varah majaa kameh dhen eii.

i jst wonder wat we wud have been doing if we didnt have any thing to do during the holidays.

*wheeeeeeeeew*

at last we got something tht we cud do.

hehe!

dhen mi chuttyy nimey iru basket kulhen molhu vaane dho??

*eye roll* (varah fonivefa )

dhen konme gotheh viyas. this the last post for today.

cox we gonna go to male'

*yeeeeeehaaaaaaa*

gar ki nayi bahu aa ekkoh kaan dhanee O.

*yumyum*

and before going i wud like to say this.

i watched saawariya two days bck.

but guess wat?

it wasnt tht nice but the songs jst rocked.

especially ranbir. wow hes so HOT.

and gina meehunge comments hurigothah ending sucked.

*booo*

Om shanti Om maa salhi O.

hehe

okay now me gone

*poooooooof* (gelluny O)

OK bye (saawariya ga ranbir kiyaa gothah)

~~hugxx and kisses~~

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how do u fyl like wen someone is really angry at u?

im sure none of u will fyl comfortable.

and its really irritating dho?

i wish tht even in the future no one will get angry at me.

i dont like to make ppl angry.

but some ppl try to make me fyl angry.

and even though its hard sometimes this happens.

specially thexe days.

during the holidays.

grrrrrrrrr.

i jst hate it.

and also remember tht maa avaha rulhi gadha vanyaa

try to control it as soon as possible.

b cox its not a nice ulhun.

baeh meehunge hasheega hifaafa hunna kameh kanneynge getting angry and also making ppl angry.

try to control cox its not a reethi ulhun.

and its also a characteristic of the most strongest person.

here are some tips for u to control ur temper.

1-wen u fyl like the anger is creeping in u then just close ur eyes and count for 10 seconds,

and try to calm down with ur breath slowly going.

2-wen u fyl it close ur eyes and shahaadhaiy kiyaalun is also great.

3-stay alone or sleep.

4-take a bath or wash ur face.

5-sometimes crying (staying alone) makes ur anger to go.

most of the time thexe tips really does work.

ny ways bye for now

gn tc cya

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[Thr3E kWl fRndS]]]

Guess wat ppl!

three of my very close frnds are goin for jobs! WOW...

holiday jobs. arent they cool. fathi bro and aleem and alim.

and guess the greatest part.

three of them working in the same place.

and three of them together means SUPER fun!!

sometimes i wish if i also cud go to the job. wow.

and arent they gonna look cute with ties around thir necks???

WOW! there gonna look awesome.

and soo professional. mwah three of ya

and gud luck for ur job.

hehe

my gud luck is always there for u.

(ny ways i knoa this pic cux)

sorry for tht

watever,

bye for now

cya tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[doñŧ ģęť ŏſſ ťĦέ Ŧŗλсќ]]

keevve tha baeh meehunnah meehunge aburaa behevenee?

noonee gayah bolah araa goiy vanee?

thexe are some questions wizzing around my head.
midhuvas kolhu enme mashooru eh game kamah vaa the dare game eii mikamuge
enme bodu eh sababu.

miee mihaaru baeh faharu varah gina kudhinnah landu ves libifa huri kameh.

playing a game is not the prob. the roblem is hadhufahanaa alhaa dhiyun.

there is a limit for everything.

limit un keteema dhen vaanee kihiney.

mikahala kanthakaa kurimathi laan jehifa thibey meehun madheh noon.

miee dhen mihaaru bodu vefa oiy undhaguleh.

majileehuga mi massala hallu kuran ves vejje kanneynge.

mioh fadha dare game akaa hureves baeh faahru bolah thuraa,

ekamu understanding game eh kulhey hithun kulhey meehunna ekkoh kulhun is

*OBI*

some ppl like fathi bro :D

*clap clap clap*

betting is also sometimes a prob like this,

echehge beynumuga mikahala ethah kameh kurevidhaane,

its not gud.

*hey araabala dharinney*

mee dhen kon fadha kameh dho??

mikahala kanthah vaathee haadha rulhi gadha veye.

and also varah kada ves vey.

and from today onwards i want everyone to knoa this!

"attention ppl! aali kuhjakaa rattehi nuve mihunnanee kameh vegen,

soo u ppl have to understand this. talking as frnd is not a prob. but plx plx plx

for gods sake. dont try to gayah bolah aran."

i dont mind if anyone gets hurt form this statement.

and also dont try to use me!!!

echeh beynumiyya hoadhan masakkaiy kuraanee,

neydhevey amalu thakeh koh geneh NOON!!!

kyp this in mind

bye for noe

gn tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[¡Μ şцƒƒЄгίПģ ļή Ŀōνέ]]

y?Y?y?

keevve tha hurihaa sad and boa govvan jehey kamhe effaharaa vanee?

me sad! frnds sad! and actually me not sad only.

im getting angry toooooo!

i jst wonder y some ppl are so un thinkable.

i mean not undertsanding otherx feelings type.

=soooo!!! now wat do u think guys??? wat are kinda ppl are those?

dont they have any hearts?

dont they have feelings? i jst wonder

i cnt see my frnds sufering pain.. specially in LOVE matters.

hey c mon ppl. heylabala. for get abt LOVE in ur young ages.

its jst a waste of time. nothing else.

anyways think abt this ingey.

al my frnds are getting experience abt this. i dont think any of them will

say tht it is pleasnt or tht

it is better thn staying all alone with ur frnds.

sooooooo... enjoy life without love. kekkeke!!!

im saying this now coxx its my kiyavaa age.

neynge fahun vaane gotheh. :P

hey hey hey

bye for now

cya tc gn

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[í Wąnŧ ѕραсέ Оπ Мγ ошП]]

i have always been dreaming of a room on for me and ONLY me.

but... is this ever gonna happen?

*duhh*

i jst have no damn idea abt it. ekamu i still dream abt it. even now i have to share the room.

and tht room is small for us.

i jst wish my dream wud come true.

dhen keeh kuraanee ekamuves.

huvafen balaala balaala hunnan kanneynge jeheyenee.

dhekey haa konme huvafeneh kaamiyaabeh nuvaane kan ves ingey.

ekamuves im gonna b fifteen next year.

and wont i nyd room for my own? :(

dhen konme gotheh viyas i will still be wishing and praying if i wud get room of my own.

hehe.

and btw. midhedhuvas i was living in male'.

went for a bro eh ge wedding party ehge arrangements and also the party.

party was real fun and also the bride and groom were lookin FABULOUS.

mea nd rifu were flower girls. it was fun. hehe.

mwah mwah to both of ya and

baajjaveri dhiriulhumakah edhen.

edhekudhin fenifa i imagined "wat was gonna happen wen tht same day comes for me"

Oh my gosh! ehen hithah araafa sometimes i wonder if i cud see

the person who is gonna b my life partner. hehe ekamu ehen kihiney fennaanee dho?

keke.

ehen noonas adhi e kanthah thakaa behey gothun visnaa vareh nuvey kanneynge.

mihaaru mikamaa visnan fashaifiyya vaanee kihiney??

*haeyyyyyyyyyy*

bye for now

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[moVíέ Μάńļα]]]

hey hey!! u knw wat? actually these holidays are not tht much fun!

they r sometimes like total torture.

and now v have this thing M0viE ManIa! hehehe

film thah hoadha hoadhaafa e film thah belun noon kameh novey! hehe

and also lava jehun.

mirey ge film was mihaaruge enmen mashooru one film "Om Shanti Om".

it was totallly kwl. and dheepika was gorgeous! shahruk was HOT as usual.

and again this film was totally GREAT. it was a great work.

and i jst wanna some more kwl films.

and i wud luuuv the holidays to b over.

i jst cant wait to go bck to scul again. i miss it soooo much

bye for now

gn tc and

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[ģőŤŧĀ Ģŏ mγ ΌшП ЩаЎ]]]

I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,somehow the plan, is always rearranged.
It’s so hard to say, But I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall, every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today'Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

what about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you.

What about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I’ll
miss you
Sooo.....I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own wayI gotta go my own way

[[ĦàþрϊŁĪγ Єvéŗ áƒŧĕŗ]]

hey ppl gud news! my very bst frnd got a bf. hehe!!

eii vaa kameh. and they are jst a totally cute couple.

varah gulhey dhekudhin konme akas.

and i fyl jst so happy for both of them.

both of them are ehaa close frnds of mine. i jst looooove them.

my best wishes are always with them.

and miadhu was a hard day for me.

ekamuves my frnds ah takaa i went to a walk with them and they made me fyl really comforted. thnk godd.

ekaku anekaku dheke kurin sure ves loabi vaa dhekudhin adhi kiriyaa viyya e kaamiyaabu v. dhen kihaa kanthakeh hunnaane. hehe

edhekudhinnah baajjaveri hayaathakah edhen.

umwah both of ya. i jst luv yaaa both.

dhen bye gn tc

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[¢Úđ ų þŁж сΰŦ ƒŗǿМ ħęřέ]]]

will i eva get someone who will do this for me??

y? y? y?

y does it always happen with me?

this thing is gonna kill me.

aslu vegen miulhey gothakee,

im having a severe head ache,

cause of many reasons, (better not to talk abt them)

and this is y i want my head to be cut offf. so tht the pain will go with the head

and also my reason to live. :( keke.

ny ways dont think abt this much guyx

bye bye

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[єŃđ Μŷ ѕџƒƒέяіπģ]]]

Kill me,

Jump Me,

End my life like I care,

Take this gun and shoot me,

Don’t look,

Don’t Stop,

Just murder me,

Just end my life tonight,

As I no longer care,

Or dare to speak of his name,

Or cry out his name in vein,

Murder me, Murder me here,

Just end it now,

End my suffering,

Make it go away,

Just help me from feeling this rage inside of me bursting to get out,

Please kill me here,

Take this knife and murder me.

hope u guyx enjoyed this

now me gone bye cya

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[þăşŧ ĩŜ ρąŚŧ]]]

i think tht most of the time there is no use of thinking abt the past.

dhen nimigen dhiya kamakaa behey gothun visnaigen libeynee konfaidhaa eh?

it will be better if we think about the future.

v will have to do a lot of things.

always plan ur future.

planned things are better to work out.

past is not gonna come bck.

everyone knoas tht nimigen dhiya kameh alun anburaa naannaane kan.

dhen even v have to thank god for everything he is giving us in the present times.

this is also gonna be better thn thinking abt the past.

there is also a proverb saying tht

"dont cry over spilt milk."

soo keep this in mind.

and ppl start to think and plan ur future.

let me tell u somethin.

' v call past to the things which have finished,

and v call the future to the things which are gonna happen,

and v call the things which are happening as present because it is a gift.'

and by for now.

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[ì ģŐť мỲ ґєþØřtš]]

hey hey hey! exams wer over, marks wer shown, and now we got the reports! at last another year of studying is over. i got a maa bodah ves hiyy hama jehey kahala report naseebakun. and im happy with it. THANK GOD.
dhen konme gotheh viyas next year i shud try harder i guess. frnds ah ves hiyy hama jehey varu v kamah habaru libenee. dhen egothakah ves neynge. now im wondering who are gonna be my class mates next year and which scul will i be in and bla bla. all these stuff running around my head. dhen well be startin a new academic year next and im gonna promote to grade 9. OMG!! i jst dont believe it. hehe.
dhen konme gotheh viyas bye for now..
take care guyx.
~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[Tākė Мε ŴітН Ū]]]

u know wat guyx? i really dont want to leave my frnds. they mean a lot to me. especially both my bestet frnds. thts muuthi and nathu. i jst loooooove them. and mihaaru kurimathi laan jehifa miothy varah undhagoo kamakaa. scul kudhin 2 scul ah divide kohlanee. and i donno wats gonna happen. if we have to get seperated thn wat do we do. so well have to be like the one in the picture. areyyyy. mihaaru hiyy thelhey eba. aharun vaki vejjeyaa kihiney hadhaanee?? *neheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

insha allah eheneh nuvaane. hehe. i always keep on praying for god to not make us seperated. hey muuthi and nathu. take me with u to wherever u go.

i jst luuuuuv u guyx.

bye for noww

~~hugxx and kisses~~

~~hUgGabl3 cReAtur3s~~

luk at this! arent they jst cuuuuteeeee??? OMG i jst luv teddies. they r so cute and huggable. aali enme loabi vaa toys akee ves hama teddies. soft toys are just shoo cute. they cud help u wen u want to hug someone and they help u giv company. teddies are just sooo comfortable.
i wud looooooooove to have a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuugeeeeeeeee teddy bear jst for myself. so tht i cud hug it whenever i fyl lonely. hehe.
hey bye for now.
maybe someother time ill post something.
~~hugxx and kisses~~

~~gArd3n 0f mY h3aRt~~

In my heart lies a secret garden

bearing flowers of sweet perfume

A rippling oasis of colour

that’s perpetually in bloom

I wander through its beauty

pockets of sunshine here and there

Dappled light upon lush growth

which I tend with loving care

A mighty wall surrounds it

harbouring a gate of iron bars

Built long since to keep it safe

and to save it many scars

Yet my garden is so lonely

without another near

The very walls protecting it

keep me prisoner here

This chamber once was barren

A world I never knew

Until I journeyed to it

Nurturing gently ‘til it grew

And now my garden’s flourishing

there’s more than enough to share

Plants are clambering over walls

Cracks starting to appear

I draw in my breath and approach the gate

Touch familiar rusty bars

Fumblingly I catch hold of the latch

and pull the gate ajar

A creak, a groan, then it swings wide

I stare at this new view

I rub my eyes in disbelief

Out here there’s beauty too!

hey ppl! remember this...

"Have a heart that never hardens,and a temper that never tires,and a touch that never hurts."

bye for now

~~hugxx and kisses~~