[[[¢Öóľ ĦöŁíđăγš]]]

holidays are meant for FUN right? mostly yah.

dhen miee vaa majaa kameh. most of the ppl go to islands and places.

but we i mean our family has not yet decided to to go anywhere in the holidays.

dhne visnaala all the friends at different places and we stuck at home.

*grrrrrrrrrrrr*

mihaaru geyga kokks ves ulhenee abadhu vai vegen.

mikamuge sababun mihaaru geyga hurumuge badhaluga konme dhuvahaku kulhen.

*chsssssssssshhhhh* (flight natttaalaa raaguga)

dhanee ves basket ball kulhen.

WOW!! thts jst obinovey.

varah majaa kameh dhen eii.

i jst wonder wat we wud have been doing if we didnt have any thing to do during the holidays.

*wheeeeeeeeew*

at last we got something tht we cud do.

hehe!

dhen mi chuttyy nimey iru basket kulhen molhu vaane dho??

*eye roll* (varah fonivefa )

dhen konme gotheh viyas. this the last post for today.

cox we gonna go to male'

*yeeeeeehaaaaaaa*

gar ki nayi bahu aa ekkoh kaan dhanee O.

*yumyum*

and before going i wud like to say this.

i watched saawariya two days bck.

but guess wat?

it wasnt tht nice but the songs jst rocked.

especially ranbir. wow hes so HOT.

and gina meehunge comments hurigothah ending sucked.

*booo*

Om shanti Om maa salhi O.

hehe

okay now me gone

*poooooooof* (gelluny O)

OK bye (saawariya ga ranbir kiyaa gothah)

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[Ѕţυрΐď ăŊģέя]]]

how do u fyl like wen someone is really angry at u?

im sure none of u will fyl comfortable.

and its really irritating dho?

i wish tht even in the future no one will get angry at me.

i dont like to make ppl angry.

but some ppl try to make me fyl angry.

and even though its hard sometimes this happens.

specially thexe days.

during the holidays.

grrrrrrrrr.

i jst hate it.

and also remember tht maa avaha rulhi gadha vanyaa

try to control it as soon as possible.

b cox its not a nice ulhun.

baeh meehunge hasheega hifaafa hunna kameh kanneynge getting angry and also making ppl angry.

try to control cox its not a reethi ulhun.

and its also a characteristic of the most strongest person.

here are some tips for u to control ur temper.

1-wen u fyl like the anger is creeping in u then just close ur eyes and count for 10 seconds,

and try to calm down with ur breath slowly going.

2-wen u fyl it close ur eyes and shahaadhaiy kiyaalun is also great.

3-stay alone or sleep.

4-take a bath or wash ur face.

5-sometimes crying (staying alone) makes ur anger to go.

most of the time thexe tips really does work.

ny ways bye for now

gn tc cya

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[Thr3E kWl fRndS]]]

Guess wat ppl!

three of my very close frnds are goin for jobs! WOW...

holiday jobs. arent they cool. fathi bro and aleem and alim.

and guess the greatest part.

three of them working in the same place.

and three of them together means SUPER fun!!

sometimes i wish if i also cud go to the job. wow.

and arent they gonna look cute with ties around thir necks???

WOW! there gonna look awesome.

and soo professional. mwah three of ya

and gud luck for ur job.

hehe

my gud luck is always there for u.

(ny ways i knoa this pic cux)

sorry for tht

watever,

bye for now

cya tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[doñŧ ģęť ŏſſ ťĦέ Ŧŗλсќ]]

keevve tha baeh meehunnah meehunge aburaa behevenee?

noonee gayah bolah araa goiy vanee?

thexe are some questions wizzing around my head.
midhuvas kolhu enme mashooru eh game kamah vaa the dare game eii mikamuge
enme bodu eh sababu.

miee mihaaru baeh faharu varah gina kudhinnah landu ves libifa huri kameh.

playing a game is not the prob. the roblem is hadhufahanaa alhaa dhiyun.

there is a limit for everything.

limit un keteema dhen vaanee kihiney.

mikahala kanthakaa kurimathi laan jehifa thibey meehun madheh noon.

miee dhen mihaaru bodu vefa oiy undhaguleh.

majileehuga mi massala hallu kuran ves vejje kanneynge.

mioh fadha dare game akaa hureves baeh faahru bolah thuraa,

ekamu understanding game eh kulhey hithun kulhey meehunna ekkoh kulhun is

*OBI*

some ppl like fathi bro :D

*clap clap clap*

betting is also sometimes a prob like this,

echehge beynumuga mikahala ethah kameh kurevidhaane,

its not gud.

*hey araabala dharinney*

mee dhen kon fadha kameh dho??

mikahala kanthah vaathee haadha rulhi gadha veye.

and also varah kada ves vey.

and from today onwards i want everyone to knoa this!

"attention ppl! aali kuhjakaa rattehi nuve mihunnanee kameh vegen,

soo u ppl have to understand this. talking as frnd is not a prob. but plx plx plx

for gods sake. dont try to gayah bolah aran."

i dont mind if anyone gets hurt form this statement.

and also dont try to use me!!!

echeh beynumiyya hoadhan masakkaiy kuraanee,

neydhevey amalu thakeh koh geneh NOON!!!

kyp this in mind

bye for noe

gn tc mwah

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[¡Μ şцƒƒЄгίПģ ļή Ŀōνέ]]

y?Y?y?

keevve tha hurihaa sad and boa govvan jehey kamhe effaharaa vanee?

me sad! frnds sad! and actually me not sad only.

im getting angry toooooo!

i jst wonder y some ppl are so un thinkable.

i mean not undertsanding otherx feelings type.

=soooo!!! now wat do u think guys??? wat are kinda ppl are those?

dont they have any hearts?

dont they have feelings? i jst wonder

i cnt see my frnds sufering pain.. specially in LOVE matters.

hey c mon ppl. heylabala. for get abt LOVE in ur young ages.

its jst a waste of time. nothing else.

anyways think abt this ingey.

al my frnds are getting experience abt this. i dont think any of them will

say tht it is pleasnt or tht

it is better thn staying all alone with ur frnds.

sooooooo... enjoy life without love. kekkeke!!!

im saying this now coxx its my kiyavaa age.

neynge fahun vaane gotheh. :P

hey hey hey

bye for now

cya tc gn

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[í Wąnŧ ѕραсέ Оπ Мγ ошП]]

i have always been dreaming of a room on for me and ONLY me.

but... is this ever gonna happen?

*duhh*

i jst have no damn idea abt it. ekamu i still dream abt it. even now i have to share the room.

and tht room is small for us.

i jst wish my dream wud come true.

dhen keeh kuraanee ekamuves.

huvafen balaala balaala hunnan kanneynge jeheyenee.

dhekey haa konme huvafeneh kaamiyaabeh nuvaane kan ves ingey.

ekamuves im gonna b fifteen next year.

and wont i nyd room for my own? :(

dhen konme gotheh viyas i will still be wishing and praying if i wud get room of my own.

hehe.

and btw. midhedhuvas i was living in male'.

went for a bro eh ge wedding party ehge arrangements and also the party.

party was real fun and also the bride and groom were lookin FABULOUS.

mea nd rifu were flower girls. it was fun. hehe.

mwah mwah to both of ya and

baajjaveri dhiriulhumakah edhen.

edhekudhin fenifa i imagined "wat was gonna happen wen tht same day comes for me"

Oh my gosh! ehen hithah araafa sometimes i wonder if i cud see

the person who is gonna b my life partner. hehe ekamu ehen kihiney fennaanee dho?

keke.

ehen noonas adhi e kanthah thakaa behey gothun visnaa vareh nuvey kanneynge.

mihaaru mikamaa visnan fashaifiyya vaanee kihiney??

*haeyyyyyyyyyy*

bye for now

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[moVíέ Μάńļα]]]

hey hey!! u knw wat? actually these holidays are not tht much fun!

they r sometimes like total torture.

and now v have this thing M0viE ManIa! hehehe

film thah hoadha hoadhaafa e film thah belun noon kameh novey! hehe

and also lava jehun.

mirey ge film was mihaaruge enmen mashooru one film "Om Shanti Om".

it was totallly kwl. and dheepika was gorgeous! shahruk was HOT as usual.

and again this film was totally GREAT. it was a great work.

and i jst wanna some more kwl films.

and i wud luuuv the holidays to b over.

i jst cant wait to go bck to scul again. i miss it soooo much

bye for now

gn tc and

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[ģőŤŧĀ Ģŏ mγ ΌшП ЩаЎ]]]

I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,somehow the plan, is always rearranged.
It’s so hard to say, But I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall, every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today'Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

what about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you.

What about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I’ll
miss you
Sooo.....I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own wayI gotta go my own way

[[ĦàþрϊŁĪγ Єvéŗ áƒŧĕŗ]]

hey ppl gud news! my very bst frnd got a bf. hehe!!

eii vaa kameh. and they are jst a totally cute couple.

varah gulhey dhekudhin konme akas.

and i fyl jst so happy for both of them.

both of them are ehaa close frnds of mine. i jst looooove them.

my best wishes are always with them.

and miadhu was a hard day for me.

ekamuves my frnds ah takaa i went to a walk with them and they made me fyl really comforted. thnk godd.

ekaku anekaku dheke kurin sure ves loabi vaa dhekudhin adhi kiriyaa viyya e kaamiyaabu v. dhen kihaa kanthakeh hunnaane. hehe

edhekudhinnah baajjaveri hayaathakah edhen.

umwah both of ya. i jst luv yaaa both.

dhen bye gn tc

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[¢Úđ ų þŁж сΰŦ ƒŗǿМ ħęřέ]]]

will i eva get someone who will do this for me??

y? y? y?

y does it always happen with me?

this thing is gonna kill me.

aslu vegen miulhey gothakee,

im having a severe head ache,

cause of many reasons, (better not to talk abt them)

and this is y i want my head to be cut offf. so tht the pain will go with the head

and also my reason to live. :( keke.

ny ways dont think abt this much guyx

bye bye

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[єŃđ Μŷ ѕџƒƒέяіπģ]]]

Kill me,

Jump Me,

End my life like I care,

Take this gun and shoot me,

Don’t look,

Don’t Stop,

Just murder me,

Just end my life tonight,

As I no longer care,

Or dare to speak of his name,

Or cry out his name in vein,

Murder me, Murder me here,

Just end it now,

End my suffering,

Make it go away,

Just help me from feeling this rage inside of me bursting to get out,

Please kill me here,

Take this knife and murder me.

hope u guyx enjoyed this

now me gone bye cya

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[þăşŧ ĩŜ ρąŚŧ]]]

i think tht most of the time there is no use of thinking abt the past.

dhen nimigen dhiya kamakaa behey gothun visnaigen libeynee konfaidhaa eh?

it will be better if we think about the future.

v will have to do a lot of things.

always plan ur future.

planned things are better to work out.

past is not gonna come bck.

everyone knoas tht nimigen dhiya kameh alun anburaa naannaane kan.

dhen even v have to thank god for everything he is giving us in the present times.

this is also gonna be better thn thinking abt the past.

there is also a proverb saying tht

"dont cry over spilt milk."

soo keep this in mind.

and ppl start to think and plan ur future.

let me tell u somethin.

' v call past to the things which have finished,

and v call the future to the things which are gonna happen,

and v call the things which are happening as present because it is a gift.'

and by for now.

~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[ì ģŐť мỲ ґєþØřtš]]

hey hey hey! exams wer over, marks wer shown, and now we got the reports! at last another year of studying is over. i got a maa bodah ves hiyy hama jehey kahala report naseebakun. and im happy with it. THANK GOD.
dhen konme gotheh viyas next year i shud try harder i guess. frnds ah ves hiyy hama jehey varu v kamah habaru libenee. dhen egothakah ves neynge. now im wondering who are gonna be my class mates next year and which scul will i be in and bla bla. all these stuff running around my head. dhen well be startin a new academic year next and im gonna promote to grade 9. OMG!! i jst dont believe it. hehe.
dhen konme gotheh viyas bye for now..
take care guyx.
~~hugxx and kisses~~

[[[Tākė Мε ŴітН Ū]]]

u know wat guyx? i really dont want to leave my frnds. they mean a lot to me. especially both my bestet frnds. thts muuthi and nathu. i jst loooooove them. and mihaaru kurimathi laan jehifa miothy varah undhagoo kamakaa. scul kudhin 2 scul ah divide kohlanee. and i donno wats gonna happen. if we have to get seperated thn wat do we do. so well have to be like the one in the picture. areyyyy. mihaaru hiyy thelhey eba. aharun vaki vejjeyaa kihiney hadhaanee?? *neheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

insha allah eheneh nuvaane. hehe. i always keep on praying for god to not make us seperated. hey muuthi and nathu. take me with u to wherever u go.

i jst luuuuuv u guyx.

bye for noww

~~hugxx and kisses~~

~~hUgGabl3 cReAtur3s~~

luk at this! arent they jst cuuuuteeeee??? OMG i jst luv teddies. they r so cute and huggable. aali enme loabi vaa toys akee ves hama teddies. soft toys are just shoo cute. they cud help u wen u want to hug someone and they help u giv company. teddies are just sooo comfortable.
i wud looooooooove to have a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuugeeeeeeeee teddy bear jst for myself. so tht i cud hug it whenever i fyl lonely. hehe.
hey bye for now.
maybe someother time ill post something.
~~hugxx and kisses~~

~~gArd3n 0f mY h3aRt~~

In my heart lies a secret garden

bearing flowers of sweet perfume

A rippling oasis of colour

that’s perpetually in bloom

I wander through its beauty

pockets of sunshine here and there

Dappled light upon lush growth

which I tend with loving care

A mighty wall surrounds it

harbouring a gate of iron bars

Built long since to keep it safe

and to save it many scars

Yet my garden is so lonely

without another near

The very walls protecting it

keep me prisoner here

This chamber once was barren

A world I never knew

Until I journeyed to it

Nurturing gently ‘til it grew

And now my garden’s flourishing

there’s more than enough to share

Plants are clambering over walls

Cracks starting to appear

I draw in my breath and approach the gate

Touch familiar rusty bars

Fumblingly I catch hold of the latch

and pull the gate ajar

A creak, a groan, then it swings wide

I stare at this new view

I rub my eyes in disbelief

Out here there’s beauty too!

hey ppl! remember this...

"Have a heart that never hardens,and a temper that never tires,and a touch that never hurts."

bye for now

~~hugxx and kisses~~

~~! l0ve Th3 th!ngS i w3ar~~

isnt this jst cutteeee!!! i looove thoze rings. i love to wear bracelets and stuff too. and boluga

jahaa dhathi. WOW. they luk jst shooo cute. and already have a collection of those stuff and im

still trying to get more of them. and by the way miadhu miulhenee hama liyaane echeh

neyngigen. dhen konmes echekey liyan jeheyne ennu.

sooooo migadeega kutz. bye. cya.

~~hugxx and kisses~~

~~wAt s3emS l!k3 !s n0t aLwaYs tRu3~~

she is the girl with all the friends

but the girl who feels alone

she is the one with a family

but faces the world on her own

she is the girl with a smile on her face

but a frown much deeper within

she is the girl whith the sparkle in her eye

but feels her life is all a sin

shes the girl with the laugh thats spreads around

but she feels like her world, is completely upside down

shes the girl you see singing in her car

but shes the one, from her own life, feels so far

shes the girl, that youll never really know

but shes the girl whos about to let go

~~3verY0n3 ne3dS a lAp t0 cRy 0n~~

i believe tht each and every person needs a lap to cry on. wat i mean is everyone needs company of someone through the sorrow and also through the joy. the best lap for this will be a frnd. a very close and trustable frnd. or someone who cares and someone who cud make u stop ur tears from pouring down and always keep u happy forever.

best frnds are the most important ppl after ur parents in life. i looove my best frndz. who really care for me. i jstt loooove them. mithanvalhu aali beynumee aali ge enme loabi loabi 2 frnds ah thnk kohlan tht is muuthi and nathu. both of ya i looove u. ummmiiiiieeess. thnx for caring soo much and being such cuuuttteee frndz.

ny ways bye for now.

~~hugzz and kisses~~